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Name: Megan
Country: United States
State: California
Birthday: 7/8/1985
Gender: Female
Interests: Everything under the sun, if it's interesting i'm bound to be interested...esp. harry potter...harry is my friggin hero, BOBA!...movies, reading, writing, u know the rest.
Expertise: ummm...i guess expertise is subjective...i dunno how much of an "expert" i am at anything.....i was a spelling bee champion 4 years in a row...woot woot
Occupation: Student
Industry: Other
Message: message meEmail: email me
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AIM:  stellar708
Member Since:
2/18/2004
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| interesting. so i hardly write in this..it's mostly for myself, so when i feel nostalgic i can just read years worth of my past self. ahhh..xanga is sorta like my quasi-autobiography..rough-draft. so..2009 i am excited to meet you. i truly am looking forward to this great year. and yes it will be great because i'm going to make it great. i've discovered..with much practice and patience, that i am soley responsible for my own happiness. yes...i've learned i can control my emotions..i feel like it's a special power almost..x-men shit, something i thought would be impossible to acquire. but yes, here i am to remind myself, that when in doubt...just tell yourself...you are in control. even when it feels like you aren't you are. putting myself first..yes being selfish rather, i've learned will benefit me greatly. because it is so unlike myself, to be selfish. to put myself first. but i need to remind myself that it is very easy..to answer the chaos running in my mind all i have to say outloud is WHAT DO YOU WANT? and hopefully i'll have the answer. happiness. that is what i want. and that is what i will always want for myself...so i pray that i never give up, always fight, for the life i want and am constantly molding.
p.s. i need to find my edward cullen
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| this is one of those summer nights when you just can't fall asleep. it's nostalgic yet annoying at the same time. i'm in my new apt. now which is quite lovely. my closet is huge and has mirrors which i absolutely adore. i just washed my linens and the smell of fresh linens is intoxicating, so intoxicating that i have a febreeze air freshener in.......fresh linen. mmmmm. kay i think i've exhausted myself now. good. night. | | |
| i absolutely positively undoubtedly HATE SUMMER SCHOOL. summer school ruins summer. period. like you can have the time of your life, but your moment of happiness is spoiled because in the back of your mind you are thinking SHIT I HAVE A PAPER DUE TOMORROW. or next week. or what have you. i have a three page paper to finish but i don't care. i can bitch and whine and moan about doing anything and everything rather than writing my stupid paper. BUT... i can't wait to see my sacramento lovers tomorrow! i haven't seen you bitches in two weeks. i'm having withdrawals. i can't wait to sleep in "our" futon bed right ashley? i even miss her conversations she has with her mother like at seven in the morning. she wakes the whole apartment up, but it doesn't matter because she's not sleeping. she is the earliest fucking morning bird in life. this girl calls me at 6:30 in the morning the other day to have a conversation. that is love people. ok i need to go now. oh by the way, i saw sytycd and katee and this other guy did a hip hop set to 'no air' that shit was so good. alright. bye | | |
| well. here i am, sitting in my living room refusing to do anything that pertains to summer school. these days have been...interesting. i have found ways to entertain myself. i find trips to the grocery surprisingly soothing. actually i just got back and i bought lactose free milk and white peaches. fyi white peaches are SOOO GOOD RIGHT NOW. i tan during noon time by the pool while doing my summer reading and leave with a mediocre tan (except for my shoulders) which is disappointing. and i rent movies. like everyday. i try to watch at least two, one in the afternoon and one at night right before i go to sleep. these french films are pretty awesome. it makes me want to go to paris..like now. if i had money i'd go by myself if i had too for the weekend. well it's almost nine and i have some chores to do. sooo exciting. | | |
| so summer is here. and that means summer school in san jose which i'm not looking forward too. i'll be in school until aug 5 and fall semester starts aug 25. greeeat. anyways i'm starting to catch up on reading again. i've had 'the history of love' and 'saving fish from drowning' forever and i plan on finishing them finally. i've also started cooking again, which i'm really enjoying. there is something very calming and satisfying about cooking. i made dinner last night, some steak, vegetables, and rice pilaf. today i made carne asada tacos with pico de gallo, cilantro, and lime. i should have bought some guacomole to top it off, and i just remembered i missed out on the lettuce, or is it cabbage? whatever, it was still delish. i've been on this top chef hype, i can't get enough of this show. i love food so i guess it would make sense that i should cook. i'm going to buy a cookbook tomorrow after class, so exciting huh. it's called 'how to boil water' and it has all these simple tips about cooking, what wines go with what, how to blanch this, how to poach that. i'm excited.
so i guess this is what most of my summer entails, reading and cooking. plus some weekends in sac, because that is where heart lies. i love the people and the places. speaking of, there's this place downtown...they make the BEST chocolate chip cookies. it's owned by this chocolatier names elizabeth ginger. the texture of the cookies, crisp on the edges, soft in the middle. the saltiness of the cookie really pulls it together. and the chocolate...perfect. it's a cute little place next to buckhorn grill, you will not be disappointed. ahhh i can taste them now.. | | |
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